Monday, September 29, 2014

Journal #11

T: Jazmond, I can't do this anymore
J: Yes, you can. Your such an amazing person. Don't give up.
T: but no one cares about me
J: I care about you
T: I just want to kill myself
J: Dont. Your my best friend, I can't live without you.
T: You have other friends.
J: But your my best friend. I'm not gonna lose you.
T: I'm never gonna be loved, no one cares... No one will ever care
J: But I care! Don't you dare leave me alone in this world! I know your life sucks, but so does mine! I love you! I care! I'm here whenever you need me, obviously! So don't do this! 
T: But your just one person.
J: Isnt that enough?
T: not really. 
J: I won't let you do this, man. 
T: How are you gonna stop me?
J: I just will. 
T: whatever
J: Dude, you've been my best friend since preschool, I love you with all my heart. Your not gonna leave my alone. Your so amazing. One day your gonna find an amazing woman and marry her. Your still young, you don't need love yet. But you have me, you'll always have me. Don't give up man, i need you. 
T: thanks, Jazmond. I just feel so alone
J: I know... I do too. But we'll always have each other. 
T: anyway, thanks
J: You don't have to thank me, this is what friends are for
T: I'm thanking you anyway. 
J: well, I'm here any time, you know that.
T: yeah, I know.
J: so if were both still alone when were like 40 do you wanna get married?
T: Um, no. Your like my sister
J: You said you felt alone! I would be a good companion! :P
T: no, that's weird. 
J: Fine, we can just die old and alone then!! Night!! Butthole, I would be a good wife!!

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