I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've made. I never met to hurt you the way I did. I'm sorry I ran away as soon as I turned 18. I just needed it for me. The last thing I wanted to do was break your heart the way I did. I did good at starting my own life. I worked for a year, then started night school. I got a decent apartment. It's been amazing being on my own.
I never felt like myself at home, I never felt like the same person 2 days in a row. I lost myself, and you know it. I just had to find myself. And I did. I was scared if I came home, or talked to you about how much you missed me, I would lose myself again. I never ment to go this long without you. But being alone is really working for me.
I made a few friends from work, do don't worry. I'm not completely alone. I haven't talked to anyone from home since I left. I just wanted to tell you I love you, and I'm sorry. And I want to come home and see you and my sisters. I'll see you on thanksgiving.
Love, your little girl.
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